Saturday, October 13, 2007

modality of meaningful friendship

immense
innumerable
sadness
betrayal
of the platonic
knowing of the being

Forcible Interaction
pains me
angst
aching

clumsy abandonment

the reconnect
fumbled
lacking a mitt
no reassuring hand
to assist

it is lovely
yet wicked
in a knowing sort of way

to know a soul
to embrace it
and then to be fucked
by it

consequently
ironically
i am the mitt
the hand
the assistance
for the one
the one
that embodies the wicked lovely soul

oh please God
is this the way of the
world

to wane tiredness

is this
the only mode of living

i desire none of it

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